Waiting for the birth of our 3rd baby

I have 3 weeks to go until my due date but I’m already 1 1/2cm dilated and 80% effaced. I was induced with our last 2. First time due to toximia. 2nd time because I was already 3 cm dilated and I can’t feel contractions. This time I’m going to wait and see what happens. I’m very excited to feel how a real birth process starts. I delivered the last 2 naturally and I’m going to do the same with this baby. My body is just weird because during labor, I can’t feel contractions even when I’ve been induced with pitocin. I can somehow block the feeling and I won’t feel anything until the head comes out. Needless to say it makes delivering naturally easy. Now I’m excited to wait and see how labor will go and feel with this baby.